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Kasumi
25 March 2009 @ 08:22 pm
ohGOODNESS.  
I haven't updated in like, FOREVAHH.

So I'm currently watching The Day After Tomorrow on TV and it just greatly saddens me, and even kind of scares me to some extent. I really do think we need to start paying attention to what we're doing in our daily lives that affect the environment and just our environment in general. This is in just a general context as well, but what really pisses me off is when people complain about stuff that they don't like and/or they want changed or other things like that but don't do anything about it. They think they can just pretty much skate through life having others do their "dirty work." I'll admit that I really haven't been sticking to that but I do realize that my own responsibilities aren't the responsibilities of others. However, if there are people that have the same kind of "bigger-than-them" want, need, etc., they need to come and work together to at least try to achieve that. Independence is nice, but having people in your life is even better. It makes everything for interesting.

Anyway.

Orchestra and Chorus Festival results:
Orchestra Adjudication - 3.
Orchestra Sight Reading - 2.

Concert Choir Adjudication - 2.
Concert Choir Sight Reading - 4.
Vocal Ensemble Adjudication - 3.
Vocal Ensemble Sight Reading - 3.

It should be noted that the Vocal Ensemble's sight reading pieces were actually more of a practice. We performed by ourselves after we did with Concert Choir and honestly, at least in sight reading, we should have gotten a much better score because of the fact that we did much better without the Concert Choir - no offense please. I can pretty much understand the 3 on our adjudicated pieces however, so I'm not gonna rant about that.

I haven't updated my FanFiction or FictionPress in forever. I really should probably be getting started on that, especially since I have the prologue of a story ready to be posted to FanFiction. I'd rather be doing that instead of my homework - which is horrible by the way - so I might get my notebook out of the car after I finish this and post it. Well, that, and the van is outside cause my dad has his stuff set up in the garage to cut the wood to finish the flooring in the closet. And there has been a great period of writer's block again.

I'm done. There's nothing else for me to talk about.

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Kasumi
11 January 2009 @ 08:22 pm
ughh.  
I really DO hate immature/ignorant/etc. people. I mean, it's ridiculous. I'm not totally like, up to the point where I never smile or anything, it's just that some people's childish behavior goes over the line.

For instance. The people who think they're all grown up, especially a lot of the freshmen at my high school. There's a line between freshmen and ninth graders. I know I'm only in the tenth grade and hell, I DEFINITELY don't think I'm grown up or totally mature. Like, the freshmen at my school, they're always talking all big and stuff like they know everything. They talk like they've already lived in the real world and all this stuff. Although there is always going to be drama in the world, do you honestly think that the drama you have gone through is anywhere CLOSE to what you will experience when you get out of college and get married and all that other stuff?

And then there are the people who think they've got it just so damn bad. They also go around talking all big and bad like their lives are ruined and that there's nothing else to live for and anything else. Just remember this: there is always going to be someone out there that has it worse off than you. Think of all those people out there living in poverty and all that fucked up shit. Don't ever take anything for granted; you'll never know how good anything you have is until it's gone.

Anyway. I guess that's gotta be the end of my rant. Partly because I have a science fair project to finish and partly because I really have nothing else to say right now. I'm like, half awake right now.

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Kasumi
10 January 2009 @ 03:02 pm
foreverago.  
Gee. It's been how long since I've posted in this thing??

Well, Happy New Year to all anyway. Its been...okay so far, considering it's only January. A lot has happened between...September 28 and now.

I didn't end up challenging. And I REALLY regret it right now, but whatever. I have two more years. I can make it.

There has been a lot of drama going on. LOTS. And I really hate it. I mean, it keeps life exciting, but then again, it's also annoying. But hey, everything in life is basically still like high school if you think about it. There's always gonna be the "Oh my gosh guess who did it with..." and the "I heard that she..." and the "He is such a..." stuff.

California trip is definitely a go now. We've got about...3 months and two weeks I think. It really sucks for the band and orchestra though because their trip got canceled; they didn't get the required minimum to keep planning. I hope there's one next year though because I am definitely going. I still haven't gone on a big trip with the instrumental music department yet. And if I don't go next year, I HAVE to go my senior year.

I think I'm going to be a doctor. It was a kind of spur of the moment thing, but most likely from watching too much House. I mean, I know the cases aren't very realistic, but I think it'd still be cool to be a doctor.

Midterms are coming up at the end of the month. The only two I'm really worried about are AP Computer Science and Pre-Calc. But then again, my tests always come out really well with my classwork being all suckish.

I guess that's all I really have to say right now though. I've got nothing to do with this pounding headache. Plus, I'm too damn tired to get my lab report guidelines from downstairs for my science fair project, which is due on Monday, and I still have to get a display board and everything for it too. I'd go out and get it right now but my mom is in the ER with my grandma and me and my dad are pissed off at each other right now. So I guess I'm going to sleep.

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Kasumi
28 September 2008 @ 06:01 pm
homecomingandmore.  
At this moment I'm getting my hair all foiled up to get my highlights redone (yes, I'm at home getting it done, and I didn't have to set foot out of this house, WHAT NOW?!) and I'm freaking out about the tie that the Washington Redskins and the Dallas Cowboys are in. The Cowboys better win, because then I can brag about it tomorrow at school.

Anywho, it's been a while since I've posted something here. I haven't really had the time, and even if I did post something, it'd probably be a long rant about how much homework I've got (some of which I've still yet due tomorrow - shhh! But it's really not that hard anyway, so I'm not worried about it.

More or less, I CANNOT wait until Homecoming. I got an amazing dress, a pretty little updo, and I'm going with my friends this year, with no worries about a date that got grounded. Haha. Anyway.

This year has been pretty much amazing so far already, and we're only about a month in. I'm getting amazing grades, but interims are coming out Friday, so then I'll really know how well I'm doing by them. I'm doing really well anyway, so it shouldn't be that hard. I only have to turn in a few more perfect lab assignments for AP Computer Science to pull that up to an A and turn in my essay and a few late assignments for English to bring that up from what might be a B. Other than that, nothing's wrong.

Tralalalalala...

I got the understudy for Lucy in our school musical this year - "You're A Good Man Charlie Brown". Whoosh!! Being understudy means that I'm still good enough to play the part, it's just that they found someone that they found fit the part the way they wanted it so it's all good, it's all good. I'm still challenging for chairs, even though I'm second, but it's just one away from being first =D I feel capable enough this year that I can challenge and actually be able to contend with decency. I got a lot better since late July, which is when I started my private lessons, and I feel extremely blessed by the fact that I can learn and progress so easily.  Besides, I'll never know until I try and if I never try, I'll have just thrown away an opportunity.
20-17; c'mon, pull it together Dallas!!

Ja ne,
Kasumi~<3


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Kasumi
09 September 2008 @ 08:59 pm
9.9.07  
I felt that I needed to blog about this before the night ended and I forgot all about it. And no, I'm not retarded - I know that's not the right year. But today marks a year since I finally was able to give him my heart. And I felt as if I gave it to him for good. And those four months had to be some of the happiest times of my life. Of course, I had sadness too, but no relationship is good without sorrow. You have to have felt that emotion to truly appreciate happiness. I don't regret anything that happened. The only thing I regret coming out of that four months is knowing that it was coming but not doing anything about it before I got hurt.

I tried though. I tried to talk to him. I tried to see where we had gone wrong before it was over. I tried to fix it. I wanted so bad for us to stay together and be happy as we should have been. I wanted us to not only be amazing friends, but a couple. Even to this day I don't know what happened, although I've gotten a pretty good idea of it from other sources. I just wish it hadn't been true.

The funny thing is...I haven't been able to cry since the day BEFORE he broke up with me. I spend the time I had from about 8 at night and on crying. I cried myself to sleep last night. And ironically, today is the day I realized that I haven't been able to really cry about anything ever since then. My eyes water, yeah, but that's only if something's in them or I've just woken up. If something has extremely saddened me, my eyes sting like tears are threatening to fall, but they won't. No matter what, I haven't been able to truly cry since that night. I feel as if I have become stronger, but also as if it's become a weakness. It makes me feel like I can't feel sad anymore. I don't have clinical depression and I'm not 'emo' or anything. I just like being able to feel the wide range of human emotions. I'm an expressive person; I can't really help it.

All in all, I had a relatively good day today. It wasn't until this afternoon that it really hit me - the whole thing about what happened a year ago and how I haven't cried about anything since the night before. So, I went home, with an extremely heavy feeling in my whole body and a recurring sting in my eyes.

I guess that's all I have to say about the matter right now. I may or may not say some other stuff about it later on, but whatever. I think this is all you guys really need to know. Nobody needs to get involved now; it's over. I'm over it. I just want an explanation, an apology, or at least some type of closure.

~Kasumi<3

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Kasumi
29 August 2008 @ 10:14 pm
donteventry.  
Don't even try to be something you're not
To give it all that you got
Just to fail again and again.

Don't even try to be something you're not
To just get shot
In the back over time.

But blah blah blah. I think you guys get my message from the short little poem type thing up there. I'm not enjoying people who try to be like others, who steal their ideas.

Who take credit for everything you have done.

Who try to take on your personality or anyone else's.

Who try all this crap to make people like them more. By lying. By cheating. By playing dirty.

All that kind of crap. I HATE IT.

And trust me; I know this from experience.

That's all I have to say on the subject right now though. I have other things worth my time to devote myself to right now.

~Kasumi



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Kasumi
25 August 2008 @ 07:39 pm
musicandothers.  
So I've got school starting tomorrow. Sophomorism starts for me and my other homies. I went to Water Country with Amber the other day, that was pretty fun. But now I wanna go back to school so bad. The anticipation is killing me. I wanna see everyone, but I'm afraid of my freshmen, lol.

But anyway, this isn't really what I wanted to post about. Some things have come up lately, and I've just been using music to free myself. Which led me to this rant/serious entry about music and stuff like that.

In this world, there are many types of music listeners/lovers/fans/whatever the hell you wanna call them. There are those who mainly listen to the words of the artist and analyze the message(s) that they are trying to make. Sometimes maybe even overanalyze. There are those who listen to whatever they hear on the radio and like it. There are those who listen to MTV and other things like that and automatically call themselves "hardcore fans" just because they listen to MTV and other things like that. There are those who listen to the lyrics and feel the beat. And then there are those who just really feel the beat.

Who are you?

While you ponder over that question, I'll give you my answer. I think I'm a mix of those people and others I might've missed. (minus the MTV category and radio and other stuff like that, just because I don't really like MTV all that much and I don't listen to the radio often.) I listen to the lyrics of the artist and try to figure out what they really try to say while feeling the beat and the rhythm pound in me. I listen for a beautiful harmony and a flowing melody. Hell, I even sometimes try to find out time signatures of music I really really like.

But the two things that really get me about music are the beat and rhythm and the diversity of music. There are so many different types to listen to. Personally, I don't stick to one genre mainly and flame other genres that are typically the "rivals" of that genre. Sure, I may not listen to some music as much as others, but I'm willing to give any type of music a shot as long as I haven't heard it already and decided what I think.

Diversity in general to me is not just about the different melodies, harmonies, rhythms, etc. Diversity is when you delve deeper into music and explore other stuff. mainly world music. I listen to a lot of music different from what my peers listen to and I get strange looks whenever they find something unrecognizable on my iPod or my computer. For example, music in a foreign language. A lot of people tend to give me a look and ask all snottily, "Why the f**k do you listen to s**t that you don't even understand?" Which brings me back to feeling the beat. In my opinion, you don't have to understand what a person is singing to understand the tone and mood. The beat, the rhythm, the tempo, the melody and the harmony, everything in the instrumental part of the music makes you feel what the artist is trying to convey. It's not just all about the words to make you feel an emotion. Again, in my own opinion, I think these days, people have grown to just listen to the words of a song, not the music. Hello! That instrumental part is something important too. It gives those words that you so desperately feed off of depth. I think the only types of music where the instrumental part does not matter is anything that doesn't really have a "musical" aspect - in terms of notes and that kind of stuff - and just a really bumpin' beat to dance to.

And the instrumental part is why I can easily brush people off who ask me why I listen to music where I don't understand at least fifty percent of the words. And besides, it's called FOREIGN LANGUAGES HAVE ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS. Mhmm, mhmm.

So I guess that's really all I have to say on the subject right now. I'll maybe add more onto this more-serious-than-rant entry in a different one if there's more I have to say on the subject. This is just really what I had bottled up all weekend. I've chosen to be more opinionated now and say what I want to and not worry about others opposing. But ja ne for now my loves. It's been a great ride.

Kasumi~<3
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Kasumi
21 August 2008 @ 02:55 pm
ohhbaby.  

Mhmm. So school starts next week on Tuesday. Hopefully this mouth pain I'm having will be over. My throat doesn't hurt anymore but because a few parts of the left of my mouth hurt like anything, I can't eat. It hurts just to open my mouth. I'm seriously convinced that that part isn't coxsackievirus anymore, but whatever. You guys don't need to hear anymore about my ailing mouth.

So I haven't posted a new entry for a while. Mainly because there's nothing to blog about. Well, other than the fact that school starts on Tuesday. And that I'll be seeing everyone again. And I mean EVERYONE. Including HIM.

Regarding HIM. I hate him now. For doing all this crap to me. I hate myself for knowing what was coming and not doing something before it happened to me. But that's all in the past now I guess. I know that I guess I'm over it. All I can hope for is that one day he'll wake up one morning, regretting what he did to me. He knew me well enough. And I want to know his intentions. But whatever. I'm done with him for now. A new year means new people and stuff like that, so whatever. I don't need to bring last year's freshman drama with me. Even though it means more and more serious drama to come, but whatever.

Hahahaha. There's this girl that I was friends with a long time ago who's trying to get in contact with me again. I've just finally now decided to reply. And there are so many things I want to say. Things like, "I hate the way you treated me with such disrespect, like I was underneath you" and "You caused so much drama that you shouldn't even have been involved with in the first place that you dragged me into" and etc. Mhmm. Others want me to just go all out on her and whatnot, but I'm not that kind of person. Well, anymore at least. Now, I like telling people - calmly, but coldly - how I feel. Or I rant about it in my blog. Hahahaha. Just like now.

And note to people, it isn't the same other people who I've ranted about before, this is totally new, lmao.

But yeah. Soo, I guess that's all I really wanted to say for now, unless I think of something else to talk about later or something. Later.

Kasumi~<3
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Kasumi
25 July 2008 @ 04:47 am
idontwannabeinlove.  
I don't anymore. Not with HIM. Not with the boy that ruined my damn life.

GODDAMMIT, I DON'T WANNA CRY ANYMORE!!! I'M SICK OF CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERY OTHER FUCKING NIGHT!!!

I'm sick of it...I don't want to think about him anymore. I don't want the memories anymore, the most vivid 4 months of my whole life.

And yet...

I still love him. I still love every minute we had together, even when we weren't a couple. We were best friends. Where did it go?
I want to blame some people. Not the ones you would think that I've blogged about before, but others. There is another I'd like to blame, other than the obvious, and even myself. I won't name this person though. But you know, blaming people won't bring him back into my arms.

I just...just...

I just need him to hold me right now. I want him to hold me, and just let me cry in his arms like a little baby. Then I want to pound helplessly, but angrily on his chest and yell at him, screaming why.

I just...
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Kasumi
20 July 2008 @ 12:30 am
crushcrushcrush.  
So I just saw my crush and all of his goodness earlier this evening at a party we had for my little cousin's birthday. The last time I saw him was Christmas break.

Thankfully, some people (who I will not name but SHOULD know who they are) didn't attend because they would've all knew who it was and been like, "ZOMG!!" and quite possibly may have done some drastic measures.

But this isn't the only reason I posted this journal.

I noticed that this month...is kind of creepy for me...not that I'm superstitious and stuff, but I just get freaked out when this kind of stuff happens.

First of all, before this entry was made and posted, my only two posts of this month were on July 9th and July 11th.
Second of all the date of this entry is July 20th.

9+11=20.

I just noticed the second one a few minutes ago. I'm just really creeped out.

But anyways. Just think of the good stuff and be positive. I'm SURE nothing bad's gonna happen. =D

ilyy.
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Kasumi
11 July 2008 @ 05:09 am
socialvibe.  
So everyone's getting totally into SocialVibe. Hahaha, I'm following the trend, but this cause really spoke to me.


There'll be a few SocialVibes floating around my LiveJournal entries periodically and one on my LJ profile just in case anyone actually bothers to look at that. It's also on my MySpace and Facebook. If you're a nice person who enjoys helping others, please join me here on SocialVibe and support a good cause by clicking here.

Other than that, my card reader is apparently not working, so there will be absolutely NOTHING NEW on my deviantArt for now. It looks like I have no choice but to get an external card reader. So it's all like, DAMN. But, I'm still getting that new camera after I get my straight A's. And then someone's getting me Paint Shop Pro for my b-day. So it's all good, right?

We'll see.

I'm working on a new story. It's kind of a...dark sort of. Some people would expect me to write this sort of this, some people wouldn't. So whoever would like to care to read it, there's your warning. I'm definitely posting it on deviantArt because they actually allow *coughcoughmaturecontentcoughcough*, but if anyone knows a site that allows that stuff to be posted, I'll post it there as well if you'd prefer. I'd also appreciate a beta reader for each of my chapters who can give me some constructive criticism and can actually stand the type of stuff I write and think I'm not weird or anything (though my first choice for betaing is probably going to think me weird anyway.) However, my first choice doesn't live that close to me and she's not on the computer all of the time, so it'll be kind of tough to have her be my beta reader.

I've only just started typing up the first chapter though, and I'm not even through a whole page. I'm typing it in manuscript form as well to keep a physical copy just in case I have to blast everything away on this computer once again. I came up with the plotline last night all the way possibly to somewhere near what the end would be. I just haven't come up with the end yet. And I always seem to have trouble with starting off my stories. But from the middle to the end it's okay. =D
I guess that's it for this morning.

P.S. - Anyone have a tips for a girl that desperately wants to go to sleep at a "normal" time??
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Kasumi
09 July 2008 @ 03:30 am
kissmegoodbye.  
Is my new favorite song. Angela Aki is a beautiful and talented musician. I love her. I especially like this live version here.



Mhmm, mhmm. They also have a book with her piano arrangements of the song, plus her arrangement of "Eyes On Me" originally sung by Faye Wong from Final Fantasy VIII here.

I want it. And it's not that expensive. So someone should totally think of getting it for me so I could possibly play it at Glen Burnie's Got Talent (if Pinder decides on doing that this year.) Because that song is AMAZING.

Anyway, the laptop is up and running again (as evident by ridiculous time of this post.) But I am still too lazy to upload the new pics that I took and download my editing software. Stupid trials though...grr. I'm very mad. Maybe I'll get someone to buy me Paint Shop Pro or something. Cause they're deff not getting me Photoshop (although Elements they may consider.) Hopefully if I'm not lazy enough by tomorrow, I'll plug in the memory card and take care of that while in between violin practicing. 2-3 hours a day is hard work, especially on the easy stuff that my teacher has me started on from this first week. But of course, I've also got to prepare a few three octave scales for him for my next lesson this coming Saturday.

As you can only imagine, I'm SERIOUSLY getting prepared for this year (and ongoing until I graduate) for orchestra. And all because Mac just HAD to put us on three octave scales. But you know, they're not so bad once you get used to them. A bit.

Hahaha.

Well, I guess that's about it for now. Here's one more video that I found just yesterday of this girl playing part of Canon Rock...ON A VIOLIN. You might say that it's not that special, but does it looks like she has frets or tape to guide her through all that shifting??

Didn't think so. Enjoy~<3

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Kasumi
29 June 2008 @ 08:50 pm
brokenhearted.  
I can't live like this anymore. Not with all the fake smiles, and the sad love songs, the latter being my fault for being such a sucker for ballads.

But that doesn't change the fact that I still love you. Again, go ahead and run from me. You don't even have to look at me anymore. You may be a jerk now, but it never mattered to me.

Did it ever occur to you that maybe I still want answers, but due to my stupid unstraightforward personality (which you should know about), I never once asked you? Except for those times when I tried to call you and you never answered or when I gave you that note. Other times I just sang a couple of songs or put songs on my MySpace to try and relay my feelings to you seeing as music is my one release. And I still listen to the songs that tell people how I feel.

There's no other way to get through to you, and I know that you won't read this. But I don't care. Go ahead and be ashamed of me for putting my feelings out here, where everyone can see them. However, in times like these, it doesn't matter.
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Kasumi
26 June 2008 @ 07:52 am
crashandburn.  
Not literally. Although that's what happened to the hard drive on my laptop. So we had to get a new one. Luckily though, it's still under warranty for about 20 days, so the repairs only cost $20 and that was just for restore CDs. =D I'm a happy camper, but that means waiting until next week to have it arrive at my place, bring it over so he can install it and I can pay him back $20, reinstalling all the stuff I needed for my photo editing, etc.

Ooh, and I've found a way to make money. My neighbors are going away this 4th of July weekend, and I'm taking care of their cats for 2 days. I'm only getting paid like, $10-$20, but hey, it's at least something to go towards California and/or my camera. The camera thing shouldn't be a problem if I really wanted something because I got my report card yesterday. I actually didn't get any Cs second semester, like I was expecting for my exams in Algebra II and Java (the rainbow on the computer part was a complete BITCH) and for my 4th marking period grade in Biology, but hey, it's all good. I did pretty well for my first year in high school - at least, I think I did.

Hmm, what else should I ramble on about today? I don't know anything else really exciting to me that's happened so far this week that I haven't posted about. I'm just thinking about what I wanna do this year for my b-day really, even though it's all the way in December. I dunno if I wanna have a party or just have a couple friends over to be stupid. But if I have a party, there's money involved. LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY. And if my parents or aunt get me that camera that I want for my report card that just came in and first marking period of next year, I can just get Paint Shop Pro for my birthday. But I still don't know. I want the cash though. But I'm not really sure if I should have a party or just let my parents save up for my 18th plus whatever they'll have to pay for my Junior and Senior Proms ^^;;

Thinking too far ahead in the future though I guess. It can wait another few months - the birthday thing at least. Pshh.

More later if anything else happens today. It's too early.
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Kasumi
25 June 2008 @ 01:36 am
moneymaker.  
So the music department has the big California competition trip coming up this next spring season. I've gotta find a way to raise money outside of fundraisers so I can help pay for a share of my space for the trip. My mom won't let me get a job until junior year, so that's out of the question. I could start making the gimp keychains again...

Then again, I started doing deviantArt. I could always start taking more pictures and as long as someone can get me Paint Shop Pro to use permanently to edit the photos as needed/wanted, I could probably make some money off of prints. I probably won't end up making that much anyway though because I'd most likely only be under a Standard Print Account which doesn't get me much off of what is bought. Plus, there's not the guarantee that at least one person outside of family, friends, and family friends will buy anything. I wish, I hope (if I'm actually allowed to start doing prints), that this'll work out somehow. I really want to go to California with all of my friends.

Another option is to help out at craft fair. The more I volunteer, the more I go up on my chorus teacher's priority list for payment help, which would be amazing. Because my parents aren't paying more than probably $300 out of the bank. I've got a friend who would probably be willing to pay for a Premium Subscription Print account and make sure I get all of my payments and such to help me with California, but I don't know. My aunt would probably help me with something.

At the moment, if I want to do prints, the most I'll be able to do are mugs, magnets, and for like, 3 of my works, I can do all of those, plus postcards, coasters, and I think maybe the mouse pads.

Ugh. I'm so screwed if I don't come up with anything.

In the meantime, everyone should check out what I've submitted so far to deviantArt at xXKasumi-KonekoXx.deviantart.com.
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Kasumi
24 June 2008 @ 05:21 pm
camera.  
I really want my own camera. So I don't have to go running around the house to use the family camera. Plus...it's like, freaking huge. I want something that can fit easily into my pocket...that's still cute.

Like this one.
It's incredibly ADORABLE. And I want it so I can take my shots on deviantArt. And my birthday isn't coming for a long time...unless I get straight A's on my first report card, which means I gotta work hard. 2 AP classes and Pre-Calc means not that much computer time. T.T But it'll be worth it if my award for straight A's first marking period WITH AP US History and AP Computer Science AND Pre-Calculus!!

I've got a goal now. To get straight A's on my first report card this coming school year to get that camera. Or maybe some other camera if there's a different one by then. I'd be ecstatic.
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Kasumi
24 June 2008 @ 12:33 am
theordanzaindustries.  
This isn't my typical LiveJournal entry ; I'm helping a friend's business. He makes masterpieces - known to you all as computer graphics. Just tell him what you want on your masterpiece and he'll create it for you. And trust me, this guy is AMAZING at what he does. All of his works are absolutely gorgeous. You can use these masterpieces as anything - a desktop wallpaper, a screensaver, and you could even print them out to use as birthday cards, bookmarks, and many other things.

For first time customers, the cost is absolutely FREE. After that, everything that he creates is at the low cost of $5.00.

This guy is very talented and knows what he's doing. To view his work and/or request a masterpiece visit http://www.myspace.com/ordanzaindustries (the official website for The Ordanza Industries) or http://www.myspace.com/xdisasterwarningx (his personal MySpace profile.)
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Kasumi
22 June 2008 @ 09:59 pm
deviantart.  
So I'm finally putting up something that isn't a rant or some other thing made by my depression. Just an overview of my life (that's good) so far.

I got back into deviantArt. But I had to make a new account. Because I had an old one that I neglected to get on after uploading two of my wallpapers to it. The one I have now has a lot more stuff on it (in comparison to the VERY OLD account at least), plus the two wallpapers. If anyone random who happens to read this entry could help me find my two wallpapers (to view them just go to xXKasumi-KonekoXx.deviantart.com) on the deviantArt website and tell me the username that they were uploaded under (that is not the one I'm using now), it would be greatly appreciated. I don't exactly know if the site deletes members that haven't been updating or been on recently, but if they don't, then I don't want to be accused of plagiarizing another person's work. You can verify this by going to my Photobucket account where I've uploaded stuff which obviously cannot be a fake account because of all my pictures being up there (just saying) at http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y143/diamond_alchemist/

Thank you very very much again.

Oh, and I have also decided not to move my journal/blogging over to deviantArt, although I will be submitting new lyrics, fan/regular fiction, and other parts of my literature there as part of my deviantArting (I wonder if anyone's made that up yet?)
Anywhoooo...what else has been happening in my life so far? Uhmmm, well. Nothing exciting really. Just a lot of gaming and such. I'm trying to find my camera so I can show everyone what a mushroom I am because of my bangs, which I have styled into something different for the time being. But I will style it back for a little bit it to show everyone my mushroomyness and then take more shots with the other style I've put it into which I think looks a lot better. Hah.

Oh, and Hershey Park was amazing, haha. I don't remember if I said anything about that though, but I have now.

And we watched Rambo again today (yay for my dad and his Netflix, hahaha). There are a few things that I don't remember seeing when I saw it in theaters (of course, it was late at night, so I was probabky half asleep by the time it got to those parts.) But there was this one part where one of the mercenary dudes was looking through the gap of the wood of this house thing and I saw...DUN DUN DUN!!

Buttcheeks.

Yah. But anyhow.

That's it for now I guess.

Check ya later babes~<3
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Kasumi
18 June 2008 @ 01:18 am
imfinished.  

(Just a small note: this particular entry isn't directed to the person I wrote about in my most recent one. It's dedicated to the same person I wrote "atruefriend." and "peoplemakemesick." for.)

Anyways. I'm just definitely finished with you now. I'm done. You see that?

I'M FUCKING DONE.

I say again: did I ever just ditch you or just not talk to you at least twice a week just cause I had a boyfriend? Hell, I think I hung out with you more than him, and I think that's why we're not together anymore. BECAUSE OF YOU.

I'm tired of it. Maybe I should've never introduced you guys. Because as nice as I think it is, you're basically just not keeping in touch, whereas I FUCKING WAS WITH YOU MORE THAN I WAS AND SHOULD'VE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND. And don't you even dare try to turn it around on me and say "Well, it was your loss; I guess I'm doing a better job than you." Cause I know you would with your damn pride.

Don't give me excuses either. And don't apologize. Just think about when I was with him. You hated him. But you know what? I still hung out with you? So maybe it's the same thing, but instead, you're doing it to keep her. Because she hates me for some stupid reason now. To me though, boyfriends/girlfriends who tell you that they hate your friends or that they don't want you to hang out with certain people any more are just fucking control freaks. And at this point, I don't really give a damn. Because I know who my real friends are.

Do you?

Guess you don't. Cause I've been here for you all the time, as much as I could be. Remember: I BASICALLY DITCHED THE LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR YOU. AND YOU SAW WHERE THAT LEFT ME.

Well, whatever. You're not falling back on me. I'll be out enjoying my own life. Have a nice one.
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Kasumi
16 June 2008 @ 07:55 pm
yesterday.  


"They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday..."


I've already met you. And you don't know how much you mean to me...but I guess this song can tell you everything. I don't care about how much you probably won't care and how much you want to laugh in my face over my "silly little crush"...I don't care how they tell me that I need to get over you. Because I never will. So run if you want, avoid it all. Be lucky that you get off easy. Cause I can never run away. 
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